Luck after Luck

Dunno.. maybe you had those times too, when u have a bad mood, everything is getting you angry, sad.. when most of the things that does happen, are bad and practically, nothing good happens. And then, like a miracle, good things start to happen one after one ^^ this time i have it ^^ i'm not gonna get too much into the details, but here's the thing - now i'm a DeviantART subscriber for 3 months only, but.. after those, i'll buy another subscription, + premium prints ^^ the second thing.. i'm not getting the canon eos 450D anymore. because i can't find any job now, so.. it would take me a whole lot of time to make that much money for the canon eos 450d. instead of that, i'm selling my point and shoot cam - canon sx100 and i'm getting myself the nikon d40!! ^^ if you have it, or had an experience with it - i would appreciate any kind of help and suggestions i've watched several reviews for it, and it seems that the only minus it has, is the resolution - 6 mpixels. everything else seems to suit me even better than i actually need ^^

thanks for the favorites and adds everyone for those who i do not thank private and individually.. i receive them bunch a day so its hard to answer everyone

ok, so.. this is my 1st and maybe the last journal entry, because i do not like writing theres kind of things often but anything can happen ^^ so let me begin. as u, my profile viewers, favoriters and photo likers have seen, i have lots of photographing styles and photos. It has been about 4 years now, since i started to interest about photo. i love art like itself for 13 years, thats - from my early childhood in 2002 i got my 1st analog film camera. Then i thought "hmm.. this will be fun!".. after 2 years i got my 1st digital cam. as i remember, it was Canon A80. ive took pictures for almost 3 years with it, but then i gaved it to a friend for 1 day.. that was a goodbye to my cam then from 2007 to 2008 i learned everything about photo, equipment and all that stuff as much as i could. i haveent been to any photoschool yet, all i know and that how i take shots, its everything from all i have learned on my own. now i have Canon SX100 IS, wich i do not really like so much i thought, when i bought it :/ yeah, its a pretty good cam - 10x optical zoom (great for spying on people) great macro feature (look at my gallery and see for urself) and it has a good manual control. many say that it is the best cam to start. i say - yes, it is for sure. but now, i feel that i need something much better, a dSLR. for the best start, i'll buy the Canon EOS 450D. ill buy it in next years may i think (really hope so).. and plus of that, ill be going to photoschool (2 years). I have the motivation to become a really great photographer, and its really the best life, hobby and work that i want, and how i want to live if your job could be your best hobby, you will never find a job that ull like better.